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Nov 11, 2004 16:46

OK I'M COMING OUT RIGHT NOW RIGHT HERE.........................
NO I'M NOT HOMOSEXUAL!!!!
BUT I LIKE KEVIN I HAVE AND I WILL
ALL U OTHER PPL WHO DO................
OHH WELL
SHANNON I TOLD U ABOUT IT AND U THOUGHT IT WAS SWEET
BUT THEN I FIND OUT THAT U LIKE HIM 2
AND SOOO DOES CAITY AND I THINK THIS GOING 2 RUIN OUR FRIENDSHIPS
EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN'T WANT
A GURLFRIEND RIGHT NOW CUZ ALL THE stress IN HIS LIFE
I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT BUT.........
SHANNON WAT ABOUT MATT???
U TOLD ME HOW MUCH U LIKED HIM
AND CAITY WAT ABOUT JOSH I KNOW U WANT TO STAY FRIENDS WITH HIM
BUT .............................
IDK ITS JUST LIKE I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T LIKE ANYONE BECAUSE OF OTHER PPL!!!!!!
ALSO YEA ME AUSTIN BROKE UP LIKE LAST THURSDAY BUT.............
I HATE TO SAY THIS BUT RIGHT WHEN I MET KEVIN THE DAY JAZZ
WAS REALLY SAD I WAS TALKING TO KEVIN CUZ I FELT BAD THAT EVERYONES BEN IGNORING HIM CUZ JAZZ [NO OFFENSE] AND WE WERE JOKING AROUND AND HAVING A GOOD TIME
AND YES I WAS SAD ABOUT JAZZ BUT NO ONE WOULD TELL ME WAT WAS GOING ON SOO I FELT LEFT OUT AND HE MADE ME SMILE
AND HE MADE ME FEEL REALLY GOOD ABOUT MYSELF
AND NOW WE TALK
AND HUG AND LAUGH
AND I FEEL DIFFERENT WHEN I'M AROUND HIM
HES LIKE THE HAPPY IN THE SAD TO ME AND NOW SHIRLEYS LEAVING I NEED MORE OF THAT
CUZ EVERYTHING CHANGING AND THE GROUND I'M STANDING ON IS CRUMBLING AND FALLING APART AND EVERYTHING I'VE LEARNED AND ALL THE WALLS I'VE BUILT IS DISSAPEARING
SOOO IF U HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT ME MY FEELINGS AND WAT I'M GOING THROUGH THEN SAY IT NOW AND WE'LL SEE IF I STILL HAVE FRIENDS
CUZ I'VE BEEN PUTTING MY LIFE ON HOLD TO DEAL W/ EVERYONE ELSES PROBLEMS AND NOW ITS MY TURN TO GET BACK TO MY LIFE AND FIX MY PROBLEMS ............................
SOOOOOOO .................. BYE

BYE
CAITLIN
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