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beware: i am a little drunk right now so this may perhaps not be the most coherent thing ever...
but yes.
you ever get that feeling, where something clicks? that while you didn't realise that you'd been looking for something to make sense of everything, you have now found it?
just being ok, being you, without consequences, at least not in the immediate future... it's like.. feeling the utmost serenity. it's possible that i can't explain it with words, but i'll try anyway, you always have to try...
days, bleeding into afternoons, to evenings, to nights, to dawns, to mornings... these are the things that make us who we are. these moments, not necessarily mere seconds but a time, an event, captured in memory... life is worth living because of them.
and i do not say that lightly.
last night, the laughter, the conversations, they meant the world to me. i completely and utterly mean that. the world.
but yes.
you ever get that feeling, where something clicks? that while you didn't realise that you'd been looking for something to make sense of everything, you have now found it?
just being ok, being you, without consequences, at least not in the immediate future... it's like.. feeling the utmost serenity. it's possible that i can't explain it with words, but i'll try anyway, you always have to try...
days, bleeding into afternoons, to evenings, to nights, to dawns, to mornings... these are the things that make us who we are. these moments, not necessarily mere seconds but a time, an event, captured in memory... life is worth living because of them.
and i do not say that lightly.
last night, the laughter, the conversations, they meant the world to me. i completely and utterly mean that. the world.