ok and im really sorry. i kind of feel like saying sorry isn't taken as true. but i guess it is. and im sorry, shouldnt do things like that. and i would never ever use you in any way, and yea i might have but it SO was not intentional. i mean i really care about you and i love spending time with you. and we never really get too. and yes that is my fault. but i swear we will. and it will be ME and YOU. no interruptions, nothing. i just want you to be honest right a way, and let me know when im screwing up. because i do, ALOT. and it hurts people around me, and then i feel like crap because i never mean to do the things i do. just know that i never use you, im interested in how things are with you, and always here to talk and just being the best friend i can possibly be. and to me someone who doesnt care is the user. and i really do. i wont do it again. i promise. but i do love you, it just kind of hurt to think i might lose a friend i really care about because of my, stupidity/selfishness call me ok? i want to talk more i guess. i just hope you take all of this as an apology and that you are willing to truely forgive me. i hope your week goes better. i dont like to see you sad. ever, it makes me sad too. &heart;
i kind of feel like saying sorry isn't taken as true.
but i guess it is.
and im sorry, shouldnt do things like that.
and i would never ever use you in any way, and yea i might have but it SO was not intentional.
i mean i really care about you and i love spending time with you. and we never really get too. and yes that is my fault.
but i swear we will. and it will be ME and YOU. no interruptions, nothing.
i just want you to be honest right a way, and let me know when im screwing up. because i do, ALOT.
and it hurts people around me, and then i feel like crap because i never mean to do the things i do.
just know that i never use you, im interested in how things are with you, and always here to talk and just being the best friend i can possibly be. and to me someone who doesnt care is the user.
and i really do. i wont do it again. i promise.
but i do love you, it just kind of hurt to think i might lose a friend i really care about because of my, stupidity/selfishness
call me ok? i want to talk more i guess.
i just hope you take all of this as an apology and that you are willing to truely forgive me.
i hope your week goes better. i dont like to see you sad. ever, it makes me sad too.
&heart;
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