whatever you say champ.
i just remembered why i don't really update anymore. i don't have anything new to say. bleh.
i hate writing papers. i figure if i can pull off a's or b's in sociology, art history, and anthro and get at least a 'c' in english, i can raise my gpa to get tops back. i offically dropped german, now i have more time to do other school work, or just to work in general.
they scheduled me to work every saturday now. how fucking shitty is that? granted i don't work a lot during the week, but every saturday from 11 to 8:30, and they'll probably make me stay last so i can do all the damn paperwork, which means i won't get out of there until 9 or 9:30. the hours are what i need, so i shouldn't complain.
i need to quit drinking so much coffee. but it's so damn good. i want a sewing machine. there's so much shit i need to make, and doing it by hand really sucks.
i love my parents. they're awesome people. i know the reason they stay on my ass about school is because they don't want me to struggle like they did. they've given me everything i've ever needed and more, and there is no way i'll ever be able to return all that they've given me. even when i fuck up and i think that i'm a complete failure, they're still proud of me. i just feel so bad getting older. i know i can't help it, but i'm starting to form my own life outside of my parents and i know it kills them. for the past 18 years my sisters and i have been they're main focus. the reason my dad works so much is to support us. and my mom always put us first. my parents have sacrificed so much for us. they've gone through enough shit just trying to keep my ass in school. if i can amount to at least 1/4 of my parents, i'll deem myself successful.
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i hate writing papers. i figure if i can pull off a's or b's in sociology, art history, and anthro and get at least a 'c' in english, i can raise my gpa to get tops back. i offically dropped german, now i have more time to do other school work, or just to work in general.
they scheduled me to work every saturday now. how fucking shitty is that? granted i don't work a lot during the week, but every saturday from 11 to 8:30, and they'll probably make me stay last so i can do all the damn paperwork, which means i won't get out of there until 9 or 9:30. the hours are what i need, so i shouldn't complain.
i need to quit drinking so much coffee. but it's so damn good. i want a sewing machine. there's so much shit i need to make, and doing it by hand really sucks.
i love my parents. they're awesome people. i know the reason they stay on my ass about school is because they don't want me to struggle like they did. they've given me everything i've ever needed and more, and there is no way i'll ever be able to return all that they've given me. even when i fuck up and i think that i'm a complete failure, they're still proud of me. i just feel so bad getting older. i know i can't help it, but i'm starting to form my own life outside of my parents and i know it kills them. for the past 18 years my sisters and i have been they're main focus. the reason my dad works so much is to support us. and my mom always put us first. my parents have sacrificed so much for us. they've gone through enough shit just trying to keep my ass in school. if i can amount to at least 1/4 of my parents, i'll deem myself successful.
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