Grandpa

Sep 16, 2005 11:58

Well my grandpa isn't doing very well. His body is filled with cancer and is down to 99 pounds. You can see his rib cage and everything it is gross. I can't imagine being 6'2" and weighing 99 pounds. He also is going to have a thing put under his skin cause he has to have radiation. Plus is getting a feeding tube put in. I think he has pretty much lost his will to live cause within the last year he has gone from bad to worse. All I have been doing is crying cause of it, I know it is selfish of me to want him to stay. I should just think of it this way, he will be going to a better place and not be suffering any more. But I think most people are selfish when it comes to the death of their loved ones. It is just the way the human race is.

So I am going to be heading up to Michigan to spend some time with him and my family. I miss them all so much, even though I was just up there not long ago, I need to go back and spend time with them all.
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