it was me on that road...
there has been so much disappointment lately.
it's really difficult to actually sepereate the good from the bad.
but i have a hard picking which goes where.
and when certain things come to an end,
like school years and most friendships...
and you see what keeps going on,
you either stay mad, forgive and forget, or just forget.
it's all one big fucked decision making process.
the summer is flying by.
super fast.
a lot is coming to an end.
but next year will be really good, i hope.
i am leaving a lot behind actually.
a lot of people,
failed attempts at reasoning with people, old friends.
i am leaving this public, because this is what i am feeling.
i'm going to play with my thumbs and pick at my nails and look down at my feet because i don't know any better.
and when i hear certain people develop into hypocrites, i shouldn't get mad, but i get livid.
i don't understand the reasoning of certain people i thought i knew.
i guess i don't.
my really good friend says to stay apathetic and just leave it be. leave them to their own devices.
isn't the point to understand the complexity?
yes, but it hasn't worked lately.
i'm not depressed about this, because it's life, it is bound to happen.
a lot of people will forget about me and vice versa.
i do have a lot of anger for certain people, but i might as well let it go because it's not worth it since some won't listen, and i'm just going to walk away and think about what was or what i thought was positive about it at some point.
this is my life at 1:19am.
organic lemonade.
lesbians on x playing.
and a bunch of graduation cards sitting in front of me.
that's life.
note: royskopp's "what else is there?" song and video are some of the most beautiful things i have seen and heard lately. listen to the song and watch the video below.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTWzCnMv40M
it's really difficult to actually sepereate the good from the bad.
but i have a hard picking which goes where.
and when certain things come to an end,
like school years and most friendships...
and you see what keeps going on,
you either stay mad, forgive and forget, or just forget.
it's all one big fucked decision making process.
the summer is flying by.
super fast.
a lot is coming to an end.
but next year will be really good, i hope.
i am leaving a lot behind actually.
a lot of people,
failed attempts at reasoning with people, old friends.
i am leaving this public, because this is what i am feeling.
i'm going to play with my thumbs and pick at my nails and look down at my feet because i don't know any better.
and when i hear certain people develop into hypocrites, i shouldn't get mad, but i get livid.
i don't understand the reasoning of certain people i thought i knew.
i guess i don't.
my really good friend says to stay apathetic and just leave it be. leave them to their own devices.
isn't the point to understand the complexity?
yes, but it hasn't worked lately.
i'm not depressed about this, because it's life, it is bound to happen.
a lot of people will forget about me and vice versa.
i do have a lot of anger for certain people, but i might as well let it go because it's not worth it since some won't listen, and i'm just going to walk away and think about what was or what i thought was positive about it at some point.
this is my life at 1:19am.
organic lemonade.
lesbians on x playing.
and a bunch of graduation cards sitting in front of me.
that's life.
note: royskopp's "what else is there?" song and video are some of the most beautiful things i have seen and heard lately. listen to the song and watch the video below.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTWzCnMv40M