Getting through the Hump Day
Why does it seem like every day gets harder and harder?
I don't know how to get rid of all the negative thoughts that keep attacking me. I could barely get through the day without feeling like I'm going to collapse. Maybe I should put my new medical benefits to use and go see a doctor. I keep telling myself to go see one but seeing my mom go through her experience, I haven't been able to even take the first step.
I choke every time I try to talk to my family when I'm at home. Everyone thinks I'm upset all the time. Sometimes I want to be alone and sleep all day so I can escape into my dreams without hurting myself emotionally. Typing out this crap may be annoying cuz it's redundant but it's somewhat therapeutic...
I always feel bad for Greg for putting up with me. I don't get as depressed or crazy when he's around me. He kind of balances me out with all of his positive energy.
Oh boy. Does this mean that I am too dependent on him?
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I don't know how to get rid of all the negative thoughts that keep attacking me. I could barely get through the day without feeling like I'm going to collapse. Maybe I should put my new medical benefits to use and go see a doctor. I keep telling myself to go see one but seeing my mom go through her experience, I haven't been able to even take the first step.
I choke every time I try to talk to my family when I'm at home. Everyone thinks I'm upset all the time. Sometimes I want to be alone and sleep all day so I can escape into my dreams without hurting myself emotionally. Typing out this crap may be annoying cuz it's redundant but it's somewhat therapeutic...
I always feel bad for Greg for putting up with me. I don't get as depressed or crazy when he's around me. He kind of balances me out with all of his positive energy.
Oh boy. Does this mean that I am too dependent on him?
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