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Wow I can't believe I have been neglecting livejournal.
Internet is not as fun as it used to be so I try to stay away from it as much as possible. It makes me go psycho sometimes.
Speaking of psycho.
I think I am getting worse. If for some miracle I win a lottery or money came pouring down my apartment, my life would be much better and I'd be less insane.
I'm always depressed when I am at home. Often times I find myself drowning in despair feeling hopeless and lost. Everyday is pretty much the same.
I really wish I had more money.
I don't think I'll ever be able to live comfortably. I wonder if I'll ever be able to visit Japan. It's been over 10 years since I've been telling myself that I would go back.
ugh.
Why do stupid material shit matter so much. I hate living in this fucked up world america sometimes.
Internet is not as fun as it used to be so I try to stay away from it as much as possible. It makes me go psycho sometimes.
Speaking of psycho.
I think I am getting worse. If for some miracle I win a lottery or money came pouring down my apartment, my life would be much better and I'd be less insane.
I'm always depressed when I am at home. Often times I find myself drowning in despair feeling hopeless and lost. Everyday is pretty much the same.
I really wish I had more money.
I don't think I'll ever be able to live comfortably. I wonder if I'll ever be able to visit Japan. It's been over 10 years since I've been telling myself that I would go back.
ugh.
Why do stupid material shit matter so much. I hate living in this fucked up world america sometimes.