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i want to write. but what to write about? i hate writing the same things over and over again in all of my diaries. i want to write something different but what? i dont want to write about my project. or the "final four." so what do i want to write about?
why is it that when you get a "something wonderful" in your life, they always have to step right back out? i really hate it. i was getting happier, getting back to the old tess...the fun, happy-go-lucky tess and then...i find out. i know i shouldnt depend on a guy, and i feel i am. i dont want to but there is something about him. he has helped me in ways that he'll never understand and neither will anyone else. he is just wonderful. and no one really sees it but me. i think that i see the whole thing and i love it. but there is just no explaining it to anyone. i hardly understand it myself. i just am hoping and praying it all works out correctly. i really hope so. that would be...great.
-dan, nora, taryn...how are you all doing?
why is it that when you get a "something wonderful" in your life, they always have to step right back out? i really hate it. i was getting happier, getting back to the old tess...the fun, happy-go-lucky tess and then...i find out. i know i shouldnt depend on a guy, and i feel i am. i dont want to but there is something about him. he has helped me in ways that he'll never understand and neither will anyone else. he is just wonderful. and no one really sees it but me. i think that i see the whole thing and i love it. but there is just no explaining it to anyone. i hardly understand it myself. i just am hoping and praying it all works out correctly. i really hope so. that would be...great.
-dan, nora, taryn...how are you all doing?