god i hope none of you have a cow
WEll yeah. i know I know they say it's bad for you and I used to do it like all the time.. Like every day.. then I stopped for my x bf then i was going to start again then stopped for rene.. so yeah.. I started smoking again today.. GOd i missed it.. yeah yeah give me all the crap you want about it.. I don't care.. I missed it and I didn't even fucking go into a couphing frenzy when i started again.. It was funny.. I was like wow.. I missed you cigs.. Hehe so now I have to wait for my friend chris to get back so he can buy me a few packs..
Well I went over to florence to pick up my sis.. AUb who i love tons couldn't go so I was like this bitts. but luckily i had a few cigs with me.. But yeah.. and MSI cd.. I was like yay.. Hehe.. Umm yeah.. DOnt think I'm going to go out with anyone for awhile.. cause it's like after you break up with someone you should you know at least give a week not less than 24 hours.. ohh well.. But yeah.. Now instead of thinking about a certain person all i think about is my next cig.. i knwo that is bad but ohh well it's better than thinking about driving up there and completly just destroying her whole life.. anyways.. dont' want her back cause well it's kinda like why the hell woudl i want it again.. anyways.. hehe.. I had to leave my grandmas like twice and i got my smokes.. i was like so relived.. god i hope tho that i can keep it down to like 5 or 6 a day.. causd i used to do a pack or something alongs those lines.. can't really remember.. eheh.. Yeah. yeah.. I know bitch at me all you want.. i dont' care.. anyways.. I hopefully will be hanign with aub tomorrow then saturday is marina's bday then sunday hanging with Tom.. so I'm goign to go and have some fun and live my life.. hehe.. can't wait untill my cuz comes back from italy.. cause then i get to hang with my really awesome friend.. hehe
Well I went over to florence to pick up my sis.. AUb who i love tons couldn't go so I was like this bitts. but luckily i had a few cigs with me.. But yeah.. and MSI cd.. I was like yay.. Hehe.. Umm yeah.. DOnt think I'm going to go out with anyone for awhile.. cause it's like after you break up with someone you should you know at least give a week not less than 24 hours.. ohh well.. But yeah.. Now instead of thinking about a certain person all i think about is my next cig.. i knwo that is bad but ohh well it's better than thinking about driving up there and completly just destroying her whole life.. anyways.. dont' want her back cause well it's kinda like why the hell woudl i want it again.. anyways.. hehe.. I had to leave my grandmas like twice and i got my smokes.. i was like so relived.. god i hope tho that i can keep it down to like 5 or 6 a day.. causd i used to do a pack or something alongs those lines.. can't really remember.. eheh.. Yeah. yeah.. I know bitch at me all you want.. i dont' care.. anyways.. I hopefully will be hanign with aub tomorrow then saturday is marina's bday then sunday hanging with Tom.. so I'm goign to go and have some fun and live my life.. hehe.. can't wait untill my cuz comes back from italy.. cause then i get to hang with my really awesome friend.. hehe