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Wait.. anyone who knows me knows that I dont stand being talkign about me behind my back.. And lieing.. Anyone that Has read my past livejournal entries and rene's will see who the fuck was hurt more.. yeah.. Ok.. The real me the bitchy me is right here right now.. go ahead block me.. I dont care.. At least I make and have friends taht Are true.. That dont' talk shit.. I havne't talked shit neither of my friends have talked shti about you rene.. God.. And you knwo what you can tell your friend matt. To fuck the back off me. I don't who the fuck he is.. Tell him to stop talkign shit or I will talk it back.. I'm not someone who likes shit like this.. And if you still care about me in anyway you wounldn't let it happen.. So go ahead block me.. do what you want.. just know that he probly hired this girl.. or did shit to convince her.. ohh well.. hope you have fun.. but JUST SO EVERONE KNOWS THE RECORD.. RENE BROKE UP WITH ME. ASK ANYONE OF MY FRIENDS. I WAS IN A SHIT LOAD OF PAIN AND I WOULDNT' STOP CRYING FOR THREE DAYS STRAIGHT. SHE WENT OUT WITH ANOTHER GIRL WITHIN A FEW DAYS. SO YEAH ANY HURT THAT SHE FELT SHE FELT WAS HER DOING NOT MINE. IF I REMEBER I LOVED YOU AND SHOWED YOU THAT LOVE. ALL THE MEMORIES I HAVE I WILL KEEP. I'M SORRY IF THIS HURTS YOU OR MAKES YOU PISSED OFF BUT THAT IS ME.
JADE GOT ME DRUNK AND I LET EVERYTHING SLIP AND SHE TOLD YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS CASUE I WAS TOO CHICKEN TO LET IT OUT. I LOVE YOU. ITS TIME SOMEONE MADE YOU REALIZE IT. I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS ALONG TIME AGO. I DONT WNAT TO GET BACK WITH YOU. I DONT' WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND IF YOU ARE GOING TO LET YOUR FRIENDS TALK SHIT ABOUT ME. I DONT LET MY FRIENDS TALK SHIT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. I'M NOT LIKE YOU ARE, oR YOUR FRIENDS, AND YOUR RULES ON REALSTIONSHIPS ON HOW YOU CAN TELL THE OTHER PERSON THAT YOU WOULD LEAVE THEM, IF ANOTHER PERSON LIKED YOU THAT YOU LIKED.. GOD.. NORMAL PEOPLE DONT DO THAT.. YOU SHOULD HAVE BROKEN UP WITH ME EARLIER THEN. AT LEAST I TRIED. i'M SORRY IF YOU HATE ME AFTER THIS BUT IT NEEDS TO BE SAID. SO GO AHEAD BLOCK ME DO WHAT OU WANT. I DONT' CARE. YOU'VE MADE IT HARD TO CARE. I'M SORRY. BUT I'M NOT GOING TO STAND FOR IT. SO I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD LIFE OR WHAT NOT. AND YES YOU CAN HAVE ALL YOUR LITTLE FRIEND GANG UP ON ME BUT I DONT CARE. STICK AND STONES.. SORRY, BUT THIS IS ME THE TRUE ME AND I'M NOT THIS LITTLE GIRL THAT WILL STAND FOR ALL THIS SHIT..
JADE GOT ME DRUNK AND I LET EVERYTHING SLIP AND SHE TOLD YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS CASUE I WAS TOO CHICKEN TO LET IT OUT. I LOVE YOU. ITS TIME SOMEONE MADE YOU REALIZE IT. I SHOULD HAVE DONE THIS ALONG TIME AGO. I DONT WNAT TO GET BACK WITH YOU. I DONT' WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND IF YOU ARE GOING TO LET YOUR FRIENDS TALK SHIT ABOUT ME. I DONT LET MY FRIENDS TALK SHIT ABOUT ONE ANOTHER. IT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. I'M NOT LIKE YOU ARE, oR YOUR FRIENDS, AND YOUR RULES ON REALSTIONSHIPS ON HOW YOU CAN TELL THE OTHER PERSON THAT YOU WOULD LEAVE THEM, IF ANOTHER PERSON LIKED YOU THAT YOU LIKED.. GOD.. NORMAL PEOPLE DONT DO THAT.. YOU SHOULD HAVE BROKEN UP WITH ME EARLIER THEN. AT LEAST I TRIED. i'M SORRY IF YOU HATE ME AFTER THIS BUT IT NEEDS TO BE SAID. SO GO AHEAD BLOCK ME DO WHAT OU WANT. I DONT' CARE. YOU'VE MADE IT HARD TO CARE. I'M SORRY. BUT I'M NOT GOING TO STAND FOR IT. SO I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD LIFE OR WHAT NOT. AND YES YOU CAN HAVE ALL YOUR LITTLE FRIEND GANG UP ON ME BUT I DONT CARE. STICK AND STONES.. SORRY, BUT THIS IS ME THE TRUE ME AND I'M NOT THIS LITTLE GIRL THAT WILL STAND FOR ALL THIS SHIT..