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[killer_4_ur_luv]

You know what? I'm a coward. Instead of saying everything to Liz, I write it in here. I suck. Surprised Darwinism hasn't taken care of my pathetic existence already. When the girl I love is with someone else maybe it's a sign I'm really just nothing to no one. Hmmm...food for thought? Time for a change? I don't know. I just suck.

...I thought I told myself to shut up.

John.
(I do love her though. Agh...I need to stop thinking)