Mar 06, 2005 00:20
i am in the weirdest mood ever. i feel like all of my beliefs are pointless. like i should just have a cigarette or something. like everything i value is completely pointless. no one gives a shit about being straight edge anymore. no one cares that i choose not to eat meat. girls certainly dont find my qualities attractive. they always go for the kid outside the venue with a cigarette in one hand and his cell phone in the other. i only have like two edge friends left, and im not really that close with one of them. i just dont know anymore.
i havent been able to have a relationship with a girl in so long its like i just hit on any girl i think is cute and i always get shot down. what is wrong with me? i guess its time to unscrew a lightbulb and cry in the dark.
later fuckers