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[killedbylove]

i miss your eyes.
no,
not just yours eyes,
but the way the looked at me.
i miss your laugh,
and your smile,
oh god your smile.
they way you always knew how to make me feel better,
or they way you looked at me the night i knew.
i cant stand waking up.
theres no point,
if i cant see you.
i hate not seeing you.
i hate myself.
yea most of all i hate my self for the way i am.
and want nothing more than to show you that,
i would do everything to make you happy.