abuse

[killed_dreams]

its too much,
why cant i put you down?
i have...but your still in my mind,
every lingering thought is around you...its about you.
you sent me away,
to people i didnt know, or trust,
and yet, i still think about you.
i dont want you,
why cant you just go away.....
would i really be happy if you did?

i need friends who dont think about you.
i need people who CAN put you down.
someone who doesnt know you like i do.
will that make Me happy?

<3 joy