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So i am feeling better today and i want to thank all my friends that are here for me online-i dont know what i would be or where i would be with out you guys. i am definatly not 100% but i no longer really want to die. thats a good thing. so the thing with brandon and i is really getting to me. i thought he was the one and i no longer want him but i just have felt so wierd. it makes me super sad to know that he is with julia. i guess i should be happy that he is so in love with her-madly in love in his words. i just feel like the stupidist person in the world. i should have known better-should have is getting me no where though-i just wish i could find someone that would appreciate me as much as i would them. i got a new ween cd and its really good. i dunno i still feel like shit-but i dunno things are ok i guess...someday i will have it figured out. someday...when that is exactly i am not sure. oye...i think im going to go sleep now...