you're on your own, you're all alone.

[killbobo]

i almost was able to sleep but i fucking woke up.

you really convince yourself some things. i don't think i'm ever going to be enough to keep someone in one place. so i have to forget everything. i have to start from the beginning. i am so fucking heart broken it's disgusting. being this upset is too hard and too tiring.

i really should have known, it's my own fault.