sunday chicken after church.

Sep 11, 2004 13:32

the game last night was FUN. first football game of the year and it was like extremely crazy to see everyone all tweeked out and spirited. cool kids everyone is. i miss some of the old cheerleaders like ashley and i told her last night too. haha. well yesterday was just too much of everything. it was a long day, which i enjoyed. i thought a lot last night. i was hi, what do you expect from me? its just what i do. so after the game i went out with all my friends and had a good time. i found ellie and she had some comfy lawn chairs so i decided to join her and kristin...those weirdos. it was freakinn' cold last night so i was sportin' the zebra blanket. yah i was gonna fall asleep in those chairs..what weird kids we are, bring chairs out to parties haha. whatever though.

work yesterday was fun, brianne fox was helpin' me out and we had such a fun time. i wish i worked with her everyday..hha but shes a lazy bum and doesnt have a job. its cool, were gonna hang out one day and eat some M&Ms together...YESSSSSS!

isnt it weird how somethings make you the happiest in life and its really something gay and only happends every once in a while. yah, that makes sense to me, sorry if it doesnt to you, i usually dont explain things very well.

i talked with MY SISILY today, and it made me happy. i never talk to that kid anymore. we made some future plans and were going to HUMELAKE...ehe yesss winter camp baby!

so much is happening around me, i dont even notice half of the things. being busy isnt fun, but it'll pay off eventually.

so tomorrows sunday and that means...well i dont really know yet. monday is supposed to be a special day to me, but it dont think its gonna turn out like that. i dont think its even gonna happen. im gonna ruin it and say no because ive been thinking about it and i just think that im gonna not let it happen. thats so mean of me to say, but i think this is just how i roll now.

ive told myself to not worry, not try so hard. i just need to seriously chill this year and not be so depressed. so thats what im doing. not letting people get to me, well i never really did that before..just a little. let life lead me wherever it wants me to go. everything just seems so much better without you in my life 24/7. haha cool, im done for. (:

I LOVE BEING HAPPY SABRINA.

oh no, now this bring me to another thing. but i wont figure that out till i actually try and make it happen. MmMmMm..im not ready for this yet.

i wonder what people think about me at school. i mean..im a tweeker at school, always doing something, bouncing around with a smile on my face, saying hi to anyone that looks famaliar to me, being loud and looking at people even if i dont know them. haha hey it makes me happy, so thats all that matters.

there so much to say, but i hate typing it all out. so blah im done for. im off to patterson for the day......food and mr. eric haha what a cool combo. peace out, L9.

"hey sister, give me some of that cheese!"
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