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Yes..I love you with all my heart, John. I'd never do anything to hurt you...believe me, I care. I'll be just like all the others. I meant nothing I said before...but I don't mean this. I'm sorry. Sincerely, the world
This pretty much sums up how I've been feeling for the last couple days. Pretty damn shitty. Well, I emailed her a pretty hefty sized email, i counted the lines earlier...it was like 72? 74? somewhere around there. I think my nerves are actually starting to calm down, but I still feel sick in the stomach and a crazy headache...maybe, just maybe sleep will heal that. I'll probably puke my guts out one more time before i'm able to go to bed.