If you read this.
It's possible you found my journal. It's possible you've read everything I've written. It's also possible that what I've written was while I was in a different state of mind. I write in here to understand what I am feeling. Once I understand that, I won't go back to it. I can turn it into just an entry, a tangible object, and let it go. Once I let it go, from that point I can improve. I feel terrible about the words I say sometimes. The way I feel sometimes. I know I'm wrong, but I let fear govern the path I chose in life. No more. I see too many people doing that. I know what I want to be and that's what I will focus on. Not what I DON'T want to be. Because you're right, you become what you always hate. I hope you haven't... This is the only place I feel safe. My fortress of solitude.