So, I did it again.
I did this to myself again. I hate when I do that. As if I lose myself when emotions come into play. I should not have participated. I completely lost myself. It was amazing. I love the human mind. It's so complex. I just WISH I had a map of my own head so that I knew where to go when I follow the wrong direction. Following my heart seems to be the wrong way to go. I have to take another path. The opposite direction. Only then can I apply what I've learned. Good thing there was a cushion at the bottom when I got there because the fall wasn't as hard as I had anticipated. Thank goodness. Goodbye.