Jun 19, 2006 00:31
Who the fuck says or thinks they are better when they are on drugs?? Ummmmmmm my boyfriend. Now thats the one thing that really pissed me off. Being on probation, getting locked up all the time, drug court every wendsday, drug classes 3 nights a week. Yeah Okay your so much better when your on drugs.
Yeah well I love you just the way you are. Drug free (meth), Drama free, the smarted man I love knowing. Not the stealing, fucked up, ass hole, I think im fucking better than you little boy.
Trust me I of all people know how hard it is to stay clean. Rehab isnt a fun place. Nor is the hall.
... but if you can stay sober for a few months let alone almost a year why give up now, of course we get urges thats part of life. I love you boyfriend more than anything and we dont need something so dumb as drugs to fuck it up. 6 years + and still going ... dont end it now just for a tiny high.