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In the darkness of night i stare into the nothingness
Wondering what it is
What it was
What it could be
The darkness is so deep i lose my self
Falling forever in memories
In the abyss i see my own mind
And its flaws
I see all the mistakes
And all the confusion
I see my self looking at a beautiful flower
Not knowing it's beauty is fake
I saw in my blind eyes a beautiful flower
Not knowing i was looking at a rotten stem long past dead
But i wanted so badly to see my little flower
That i ignored the stench of decay around me
Now in the blinding darkness of nothing.
I see the warped image for what it is
I see the tattered leaves and warn stem
I see the wilted pedals decade and falling away
Now that i see my beautiful flower for what it is
I am lost
What do i do now
Will every flower i see be fake
Only the darkness can tell me.
*Acid*