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Well I took my first test for Nettts last sunday and got a 97 so that good.. Tracy has basicly started ignoring me. Every time i talk to her she talks for a few mins and then has to go and every time she tells me she will call me back she doesn't. I don;t like what that is doing to me. I talked to Nikki last night and she told me she would try and call me later that night and i was sitting there thinking "She won't call" cause i was so used to Tracy not calling back and about 30 mins later my phone rang and it was Nikki. She is such a sweetheart i miss her so much. Befor i leave i have to go take her out for dinner and get a few pics to take on the road with me. She said she was going to order a whole bunch of stuff that way i would have to delever it LOL. The other night i was REALLY pissed cause of Tracy so i decided to go for a drive and ended up about 20 mins from Nikkkis house and was tepted to drive by but it was 4 in the morning. My cell got turned off the other day i owed $112.00 i payed $40 so another $72 and i will have my cell back. I don't know if there is a point to geting my cell back cause Tracy was one of the only people that called me and since she never calls back anymore anyways what the fuck is the point. How can u love someone so much when they rip your heart out all the time. Well it's over soon anyways. come january i'm going to get my CDL and i'm geting the hell out of the state. I had a dream last night that Tracy married Don and they got this really crappy apartment so i bought the land across from the apartment and built a REALLY nice house and every morning i would sit on the front deck smoking cigs and drinking my coffee... I know thats a bit evil but hey it makes me feel better.