my future.. dun dun dunnn

Feb 02, 2005 09:08


I haven't updated in a while.  I love reading friend's posts but i'm too lazy to do mine...whatever here it goes..

I got into every school I've applied to so far.  As of now, I think I want to go to Northeastern.  I'm gonna visit, so Nat, hook it up NIGGU.  Fidda gonna freeze my ass off, it's a good thing I have my uggs hahaha

I still have yet to hear from UF.  I find out in March I think.  I really have no idea what I'm going to do if i get in.  I feel like I would rather go to Northeastern, but if I do, I'm done with this long distance shit.  I WAS planning to go to UF and be with Mike and be happy and we would get our place halfway between ocala and gville so i can go to school and he can go to work...wishful thinking, I know, but that's kind of what we've been looking forward to.  I guess that thought keeps me holding on...but now NEU is looking really good and if I go there I'm pretty sure I'm done with the long distance.  It hurts too much.  It brings you down after a while, and if I hardly see him now that we live in the same state imagine how it would be if I was in Boston.  I have no idea what i'm going to do...what i want to do.

I'm scared.  Time goes by way too fast and I don't know what I'm doing..

I want to be on the beach with my guitar in Costa Rica

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-Bedoya
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