In Yearbook
I just back from the FSU information session.
Wow. I guess I'm actually a senior...that's weird.
I have a bunch of weird feelings, mostly I'm confused and pretty scared about the future but it's weird i can't really explain it. I'm totally gonna steal shorty's post and paste that bitch right in here because I read it and I was like wow that's exactly how I feel..
"wow well today was an interesting day at school...everything was whatever, school seems to be passing by so fast, and its weird, bcuz i just realized that i dont have that much time to apply for college, and just the mere fact of college is beginning to scare me, i know ive been bitching that i want to leave and i want to go to UF already and party and what not...buts its weird, its the real world, like paying bills, and having a job, and going to class, and doing it all on ur own time, and having the ability to make something of urself, but at the same time the ability to become a nobody and throw ur life down the drain, idk....
ive been thinking a lot lately, i just wish i was 16 again, in 10th grade, just driving, no worries, never thinking id be a senior, never worrying about anything, sweet little innocent ernesto...oh well, those days are gone.... "
Is it weird to have these sad, nostalgic feelings for times that you never even had? Is that even possible?
I long for something, somebody, for this idea of something that probably was never meant for me...for this picture that I have in my head of how it could be
and it makes me sad.
-bedoya
Wow. I guess I'm actually a senior...that's weird.
I have a bunch of weird feelings, mostly I'm confused and pretty scared about the future but it's weird i can't really explain it. I'm totally gonna steal shorty's post and paste that bitch right in here because I read it and I was like wow that's exactly how I feel..
"wow well today was an interesting day at school...everything was whatever, school seems to be passing by so fast, and its weird, bcuz i just realized that i dont have that much time to apply for college, and just the mere fact of college is beginning to scare me, i know ive been bitching that i want to leave and i want to go to UF already and party and what not...buts its weird, its the real world, like paying bills, and having a job, and going to class, and doing it all on ur own time, and having the ability to make something of urself, but at the same time the ability to become a nobody and throw ur life down the drain, idk....
ive been thinking a lot lately, i just wish i was 16 again, in 10th grade, just driving, no worries, never thinking id be a senior, never worrying about anything, sweet little innocent ernesto...oh well, those days are gone.... "
Is it weird to have these sad, nostalgic feelings for times that you never even had? Is that even possible?
I long for something, somebody, for this idea of something that probably was never meant for me...for this picture that I have in my head of how it could be
and it makes me sad.
-bedoya