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my sleeping was induced by the glory of Nyquil, shortly following the bliss and relaxation was a dream.
A dream that was so real, so beautiful, and painfully too short. A dream that was beyond perfection which resulted in my heart aching.
He was alive again, almost as if the life had never left his eyes. I kept my arms fastened around you, fearing that if i loosened my grip - you would fall away from us again. Everyone else surrounded you with their smiles beaming and arms outstretched. We spoke of your funeral and the past 6 months, how hard it all has been. I told you how i can't even bring myself to go to the beach anymore, you told me we would go tomorrow.
You were looking into a mirror, when i came up behind you and looked you in the eyes and simply said that i loved you and i hated that i never got to say goodbye.
"Aw sapes, i'll never leave you."
A dream that was so real, so beautiful, and painfully too short. A dream that was beyond perfection which resulted in my heart aching.
He was alive again, almost as if the life had never left his eyes. I kept my arms fastened around you, fearing that if i loosened my grip - you would fall away from us again. Everyone else surrounded you with their smiles beaming and arms outstretched. We spoke of your funeral and the past 6 months, how hard it all has been. I told you how i can't even bring myself to go to the beach anymore, you told me we would go tomorrow.
You were looking into a mirror, when i came up behind you and looked you in the eyes and simply said that i loved you and i hated that i never got to say goodbye.
"Aw sapes, i'll never leave you."