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School has been hard to get back into, mostly because of my workload for Calculus. There is just always something to do! Hopefully I can get it knocked out tonight, that would be sweet!
Made a little progress on music, but not as much as I would have liked. It just sucks feeling like I'm the only one that's motivated to work on some new stuff. I don't know... I'm not sure how much I should invest in this band sometimes. If anything I think I'm going to start focusing on my own stuff again. I finally set up my XML yesterday and it totally picks up everything I need it to clearly.
Quitting smoking is going well, and that's definitely a positive thing in my life right now. I haven't bought a pack in over a month, and that's something I haven't done in a very, very long time. I'm breathing better, singing better, just feeling better overall. I've been working out a lot too recently, I'm probably going to start going to the school gym with my roommates instead of just running. Now would be an awesome time to meet someone amazing ;-P
I've been thinking about C.N. a lot lately. Seeing her when I went back home was really cool, but it was really sad too. I miss what we had a lot, but we both knew that there was no way it would ever work. I guess it was to be expected, and I knew that she would want to try while I was home or something. In retrospect, I'm glad I decided not to, but I do still care about her, and I think about how things could have been. I guess people always think about ex's like that though. I just ask a couple different questions then normal, right? Like what if I knew you before you were beautiful? Or what if I could stay in one place? Or what if they came with me?
What if you could see me now?
Made a little progress on music, but not as much as I would have liked. It just sucks feeling like I'm the only one that's motivated to work on some new stuff. I don't know... I'm not sure how much I should invest in this band sometimes. If anything I think I'm going to start focusing on my own stuff again. I finally set up my XML yesterday and it totally picks up everything I need it to clearly.
Quitting smoking is going well, and that's definitely a positive thing in my life right now. I haven't bought a pack in over a month, and that's something I haven't done in a very, very long time. I'm breathing better, singing better, just feeling better overall. I've been working out a lot too recently, I'm probably going to start going to the school gym with my roommates instead of just running. Now would be an awesome time to meet someone amazing ;-P
I've been thinking about C.N. a lot lately. Seeing her when I went back home was really cool, but it was really sad too. I miss what we had a lot, but we both knew that there was no way it would ever work. I guess it was to be expected, and I knew that she would want to try while I was home or something. In retrospect, I'm glad I decided not to, but I do still care about her, and I think about how things could have been. I guess people always think about ex's like that though. I just ask a couple different questions then normal, right? Like what if I knew you before you were beautiful? Or what if I could stay in one place? Or what if they came with me?
What if you could see me now?