What now?
It's been almost a year exactly since I've moved here, and I can definitly say it's been the longest year of my life. I'm exaughsted with what life has given to me, and I feel drained. It's not something that I planned on, feeling like an old man when I'm only 17. I've become something that scares the shit out of a lot of people, and it's forced me to grow. Now, moving forward with my life, where do I go from here? I have to decide which way to go that will ultimately lead to somewhere where I can just chill the fuck out and retire from this crap-heap that has stolen my youth.