Kinda an update...
I am waitin patiently for my life to start. I have no firends in ansbach and I am not looking for any. I fugure it would be pointless to forms bonds if I am leaving for a month.
There is nothing to do at my house. I pretty much just sit on my ass and play on my computer all day. I met some people from the University I am going to. One of the girls' name is Rebecca. She replied to a post I left on the network page on Facbook. We started talking and haven't really stoped. We talk about everyhting. Even random stuff. Most of the time we talk for hours on messenger. Its kinda weird because i feel like I know her, but we have never meet. It's almost like on of those cyber-stocker things on TV. She seems like a nice person. But what ev. I guess I wont know her until i meet her.
I got my bank card yesterday. woot woot! That kinda made all this more real. I am Independent. It is a pretty cool feeling:D... I am ready to move and start new. Nobody knows who I am. I can start fresh. Its not like I am a bad person or anything. I actually like who I am. But having to live under the shadow of mistakes I have made gets pretty heavy. I still don't know what we were thinking when we were in that band room that one day( al the ppl that were there know what happend)... I am ready to go somewhere that I don't have a history with parties and alcohol. I can be innocent again. PPl wont know about the Gaudi Max nights... although they were pretty kick ass! I think its about time to make the past the past.
Joshulyn I am so stoked that we are doing this together. If there is one person I know that could make this kick ass its you.
till next time... deuces..