I am insane!!!
Ah sweet sanity. I don't remember what thats like. Ghosts that can see me. That would be nice, because then I would at least have someone to talk to. I need someone to talk to and to hang out with and to hug and hold when I am down. I mean I have reached the stage where even I won't talk to myself. Then as if to add the frosting to the cake I have a couple, not sure how many right now, girls who like me. This is were it gets crappy though. They are all about 2 years younger than me, which wouldn't stop me from dating them, but as far as I can see none of them are mature enough for a relationship yet. They are fun to flirt around with and all that jazz, but I think if I were to date any of them we would get bored. I honestly don't know what we would do. We would only be dating out of a shallow "like" of each other. Oh well I am almost desperate enough to accept that. I am not there yet but soon, very soon.
I'm still afraid of ghosts that can see me
They know my thoughts, they read my mind
Beside myself i judge my condition
I close my eyes but can't go blind
I'm feeling all the heat, all the chaos
It's gotten underneath my skin
So far to go to reach an absolution
My sanity, my soul runs thin
Why don't you care?
Don't, don't you dare
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and rescue me
I fell in love i made that decision
On broken hearts i cut myself
Despite the pain i maintain my position
And put good will up on the shelf
But now i'm stuck a chain with no linkage
A vagrant lover prisoner
Suspicious goals distort good intentions
Agressive action batterer
Why don't you care?
Don't, don't you dare
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and rescue me
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and set me free
Why don't you care?
Don't, don't you dare
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and rescue me
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and set me free
Rectifier
Rectifier
I'm still afraid of ghosts that can see me
They know my thoughts, they read my mind
Beside myself i judge my condition
I close my eyes but can't go blind
I'm feeling all the heat, all the chaos
It's gotten underneath my skin
So far to go to reach an absolution
My sanity, my soul runs thin
Why don't you care?
Don't, don't you dare
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and rescue me
I fell in love i made that decision
On broken hearts i cut myself
Despite the pain i maintain my position
And put good will up on the shelf
But now i'm stuck a chain with no linkage
A vagrant lover prisoner
Suspicious goals distort good intentions
Agressive action batterer
Why don't you care?
Don't, don't you dare
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and rescue me
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and set me free
Why don't you care?
Don't, don't you dare
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and rescue me
Rectifier
How's the world supposed to be?
Recitifer
Take my hand and set me free
Rectifier
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