Sep 17, 2005 23:23
You picked me up. You brought me out from my grave in which I never thought I would rise from. The blood in my veins sweetened with each breath you addressed to me. I stitched your number to memory and that's what gave me a reason to get up in the morning. Your eyes were the truest of blues and your beautiful golden hair made my dreams worth believing. If I could only show you the feelings you gave me, you would understand why this is so hard. My tears are hitting more keys than my fingers can anticipate. You led me on to believe that you were heart worthy and you told me I was, as well. I can only hope that this decision will make you happier than you could ever be; that's all I can hope for. Please don't bother yourself worrying about me because that would only hurt me more. If you choose to leave me behind, then don't make me hurt anymore. Oh Lord, please calm my hurtful thoughts. I feel so abandoned and you're my only love that will always be there with open arms. It's so hard to find someone worth holding on to, and it's so hard letting go. Just stop the hurt.