hmm.. yum.
4th of July
fireworks - me and andi.
last day
me and jordan
thumb wrestling wars
Luke
random
Andi and cats!
that's all for now!
I taste it in the way dew gathers on the sunny side of an empty bottle of
water.
I hear it in the way the telephone squawks impatiently for
human attention.
I smell it in the way we cocoon ourselves on
the backs of buses.
I feel it in the way heat rises, up to the ceiling
from the blue-flamed fireplace that watches our bodies.
I miss it because I haven't forged an
identity to describe it yet. And without an identity, I can't begin to judge or even
identify with anything else. That's the problem with dreams; they're well and good in
terms of the future, but the present offers us no such amenities. None of us
receive a grace period in which to excel.
I'm tired of potential. I'm
tired of the little sliver of force I can't seem to muster up.