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well.. i am just updating coz you said brb. so i am just waiting on you. and i promised i wouldnt IM anyone other than you so i am trying to make the most of my time. i hope you make a really good post. and i really hope you cheer up coz you always make me cheer up. and once i do get cheer you get sad. so no more. but i dont think i am gonna stress near as much anymore now that i have that job. and i really am doing this all for you baby. i guess i just needed some initiative to get out and do stuff.. who woulda thought that initiative was you? i love you soo much baby and i really do know how much you love me. coz you sound more and more loving every time we talk. and more passionate about getting everything together for june. for the big move to cenla. thats central louisiana if ya didnt catch that haha. i know sometimes i might come off as kinda pushing you ya know with school and work and all that. and i really dont mean to. i just try to give you confidence coz i know you can get through school with the right attitude and motivation and i know you can find a job for 3 months. you just cant give up on me. or us. and if you can make me the promise that your not gonna give up then i think that is a deffinete sign that this relationship is gonna last as much as we both pray for every night. you really do give me the confidence i need baby. you are deffinetly the best person i could ever ask to have in my life. i love you baby. now come back soon!