Valor
You have to stop thinking about all the negative aspects in your life. Take a step back and let things heal themselves. Sometimes your own interferences (although with good intention) only seem to make things more complicated. It is difficult to determine the solution when you don't entirely understand the problem. All this stress, is ruining your life. Its cutting your years short. You are creating problems for yourself in your problems. Release yourself from your cycle of thinking. Move forward with the confidence you know you have. Re-create yourself for the greater. Learn from your experiences and progress forward, don't slip and allow yourself to fall backwards. There is beauty in simplicity.