Tonight is alive with the promise of a street fight.
I finally got to see Jimmy again. I flew into Minneapolis on the 17th. Jimmy picked me up with Kidder and some girl Annie that he met. We hit up mall of America and did you know there's like 5 roller coasters in the middle of the mall? Sunday morning we started the 8 hour drive back to Minot. By Monday afternoon I felt horrible. I knew I was going to end up sick and sure enough I had a low grade fever. 6:30am my fever was 102.8. I kept taking Tylenol but the fever was constantly up and down. Wednesday I dragged my ass to the walk in clinic to spend 3 hours there waiting for the doctor to see me. Also while waiting for someone in Rhode Island to fax me my insurance card so I didn't personally get billed. I ended up having bronchitis. Oh and the doctor was telling how there is alot of swine flu out in North Dakota. Super. Anyway, while I was out there visiting Jimmy, we didn't do anything too crazy. I hate that there is only one road out there and that EVERYONE'S car is so fucking dirty.
The license plates were not even legible. I never saw any neighborhoods besides the nice houses that are on base but that doesn't really count. North Dakota is about as boring as Rhode Island, but fuck, half my heart is out there. I love Rhode Island because it's home, but I would have no problem packing up all my shit just to be with Jimmy. He's that important to me and there just is nothing here for me. I could always go school but I could do that anywhere. I really want to call Jim and have a nice conversation with him but I feel bad about waking him up. I think I'll give it a shot anyway and see how far it gets me. All he needs to tell me is "goodnight" and I'll be satisfied with that. :) goodnight.
The license plates were not even legible. I never saw any neighborhoods besides the nice houses that are on base but that doesn't really count. North Dakota is about as boring as Rhode Island, but fuck, half my heart is out there. I love Rhode Island because it's home, but I would have no problem packing up all my shit just to be with Jimmy. He's that important to me and there just is nothing here for me. I could always go school but I could do that anywhere. I really want to call Jim and have a nice conversation with him but I feel bad about waking him up. I think I'll give it a shot anyway and see how far it gets me. All he needs to tell me is "goodnight" and I'll be satisfied with that. :) goodnight.