doga

Jul 15, 2004 00:42

[roxie]: don't do anything bad okay
[roxie]: night
[roxie] signed off at 12:41:47 AM.
[roxie] direct connection is closed.

i found this piece random, i was away in the other room so i didnt answer in time, but what does she mean by dont do anything bad?.. hm.. oh well. .lalalala.

today we went to a club, we were curious on how it all worked,.. i got a huge M posted on my right hand and the number 50 on my left. it wasnt very exciting, but thats just cause that really isnt my thing. i knew roxie wanted to dance, but, its not my thing. so she danced with cassy corinna and john, and i was just glad that she was having fun. it was a great day, yes it was. afterwards we were driving for about 30 minutes just talking about how many people probably hate that we're together in one way or another.. and well, it was a very interesting talk.

i dont want to be mean, but seriously, i dont care if everyone decided to stop talking to me, as long as i have roxie im happy.
i dont care if everyone dissapears in the world, im just happy the way it is now.

i bearly have time to go out, cause of work and all. and some people might think that i dont go out cause roxie doesnt let me, but thats not the case. its the case with someone, but thats about it. everyone else its fine, but,.. the time i do have off from work.. do you think i will want to spend it with friends? or with someone i love to be with.

its quite obvious if you ask me. im sorry for everyone ive hurt, and im sorry for every one im gonna hurt in the future, but its just who i am,. i guess i am selfish and only care about my self. ok i dont guess, i know im selfish,. but thats who i am, and you knew that from the beginning. so im sorry if we never talk again. im sorry if we never see each other again. these things happen. its life. move on. talk to someone else. just think about it, if someone does to you, what i have done to you. then they arent really worth it.

so just think of me as a worthless cause and move on.

i just wish everyone could understand my way of thinking.

in reality, the only person who will be with you till the end, is only yourself.
and thats all you really need. fuck the rest.
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