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i feel embarrassed when i think about how utterly fucking in love i am with michael. and fuck, it's utterly. he's engaged now (just told me tonight , awesomeeeee) and i'm just thinking 'why the fuck couldn't shit have worked outttttttt', fuck. i'm so jealous of his stupid girlfriend, i mean fiancee, whoops. bitch!
i hate how like sometimes i'm just completely satisfied with my life, and my friends, and my job or whatever, and then i hang around mike and my chill as fuck friends and the good things in my life are like not even close to being good enough, and i just want to be an army wife and move to colorado and like, be my mom or some shit.
fuck that.
i mean my poor 11th grade heart is crushed.
and like i guess today's is kinda too.
but whatever.
my fingers are fucking freezing, and i'm geeked and shish'd (oh yeah, i didn't quit hookahs. lol) and i'm TIRED AS FUCK. but i felt really compelled to come online and bitch hardcore. so there.
i hate how like sometimes i'm just completely satisfied with my life, and my friends, and my job or whatever, and then i hang around mike and my chill as fuck friends and the good things in my life are like not even close to being good enough, and i just want to be an army wife and move to colorado and like, be my mom or some shit.
fuck that.
i mean my poor 11th grade heart is crushed.
and like i guess today's is kinda too.
but whatever.
my fingers are fucking freezing, and i'm geeked and shish'd (oh yeah, i didn't quit hookahs. lol) and i'm TIRED AS FUCK. but i felt really compelled to come online and bitch hardcore. so there.