lonliness is just another form of boredom...
its hard for me to visit home. its hard for me to not.
i dont nessacerily have any reasons to go home usually. I mean i like hanging out with my family.
I like hanging out with bre. and sometimes ocassionally Joe. but its just as boring there as it is here.
i love chicago. I hate michigan, or so i thought i did. not so much, every place is the same, just the people are different. college is not what i thought it would be. but thats a good thing. i'm not hanging out with the usual crowd that i had been. i'm making myself more socially awkward, and i dont really understand why. I have made new friends this semester though. which is rather nice. I hang out with Kelly alot. I think Cat and the rest of my oak park pals are mad at me though.
i sort of rented a car yesterday, and it was nice, i like driving in the city. hung out with justin a bit and also went to walmart today for a desk and tv stand for the new apartment. Its hard to believe im moving there in about a month. end of april. craz-Z.
i need a new job, touch velocity is closed for 2 weeks.
BLAH.
and if im gonna take summer classes im kinda fucked for trying to get a daytime job. classes are only offered in the morning. but im excited because ill be taking the rest of my film reqirements. production 1, history of cinema, and screenwriting 1. and ill probably take some gen ed class too.
fuck yeah. fuck, i hate boredom.
i dont nessacerily have any reasons to go home usually. I mean i like hanging out with my family.
I like hanging out with bre. and sometimes ocassionally Joe. but its just as boring there as it is here.
i love chicago. I hate michigan, or so i thought i did. not so much, every place is the same, just the people are different. college is not what i thought it would be. but thats a good thing. i'm not hanging out with the usual crowd that i had been. i'm making myself more socially awkward, and i dont really understand why. I have made new friends this semester though. which is rather nice. I hang out with Kelly alot. I think Cat and the rest of my oak park pals are mad at me though.
i sort of rented a car yesterday, and it was nice, i like driving in the city. hung out with justin a bit and also went to walmart today for a desk and tv stand for the new apartment. Its hard to believe im moving there in about a month. end of april. craz-Z.
i need a new job, touch velocity is closed for 2 weeks.
BLAH.
and if im gonna take summer classes im kinda fucked for trying to get a daytime job. classes are only offered in the morning. but im excited because ill be taking the rest of my film reqirements. production 1, history of cinema, and screenwriting 1. and ill probably take some gen ed class too.
fuck yeah. fuck, i hate boredom.