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I've always said that I hated stereotypes. It's a redundant subject for me here on LiveJournal. I'm sure it gets annoying after a while, and I'm sorry.
But this post takes back everything I've said in the past, because I'm the biggest hypocrite I've known yet.
Just about every guy in school has the same outlook. "I'm 17 years old. I'm horny. I want ass. The hotter, the better." I have always seen myself as different. I have the utmost respect for women. They do things that we, as men, cannot do. Sure, some are bitches times ten. But some aren't.
Then, something happened last night that made me realize that I'm no better than the the rest of them.
As some of you know, Kelly and I went out Thursday and Friday nights. I had an amazing time both nights. Couldn't have been better. I would like to think that she feels the same way. She is the prettiest girl at school, in my opinion. And she didn't stop smiling both nights. It was utterly amazing.
In any case, I meant to send a message to my cousin with a few select words to describe my nights and to describe her. I said nothing bad. In fact, if you would ask any jock at school, I said amazing things. But words like "dude" and "fucking hot" ruined it. And somehow, I accidentally sent the message to Kelly. I feel like an idiot. I feel, like I said, no better than the rest of them.
So, Kelly, I'm posting here, for everyone to read, that I'm sorry. You're a wonderful girl, and you don't deserve to be treated as an object. I really like you, and not just because you're "fucking hot". Even if you just laughed at it and didn't care, it still taught me a lesson. You'd better believe it's not happening again. And if I were blind, I'd still be after you.
But this post takes back everything I've said in the past, because I'm the biggest hypocrite I've known yet.
Just about every guy in school has the same outlook. "I'm 17 years old. I'm horny. I want ass. The hotter, the better." I have always seen myself as different. I have the utmost respect for women. They do things that we, as men, cannot do. Sure, some are bitches times ten. But some aren't.
Then, something happened last night that made me realize that I'm no better than the the rest of them.
As some of you know, Kelly and I went out Thursday and Friday nights. I had an amazing time both nights. Couldn't have been better. I would like to think that she feels the same way. She is the prettiest girl at school, in my opinion. And she didn't stop smiling both nights. It was utterly amazing.
In any case, I meant to send a message to my cousin with a few select words to describe my nights and to describe her. I said nothing bad. In fact, if you would ask any jock at school, I said amazing things. But words like "dude" and "fucking hot" ruined it. And somehow, I accidentally sent the message to Kelly. I feel like an idiot. I feel, like I said, no better than the rest of them.
So, Kelly, I'm posting here, for everyone to read, that I'm sorry. You're a wonderful girl, and you don't deserve to be treated as an object. I really like you, and not just because you're "fucking hot". Even if you just laughed at it and didn't care, it still taught me a lesson. You'd better believe it's not happening again. And if I were blind, I'd still be after you.