(no subject)
Lots and lots of occurrences have happened all at once.
My click with girls, my flirtatious confidence, has vanished. It was better when I wasn't single.
My report card was half-good, half-ass, literally. We got our transcript and I averaged the classes I need for TOPS. It is impossible for me to obtain even the lowest form. My parents told me I have to quit my job. I put in my two-weeks notice on Friday. I told my boss that I will be back. Also, when I wrote the letter of resignation, I told Genesco the same thing.
I don't know what I'm going to do in life. I want to major in Geology, but it doesn't interest me. Then again, who has ever fulfilled their childhood dream? Some say they want to be firemen, or musicians, or maybe they wanted to grow up on a farm for the rest of their lives. Does it ever happen? Rarely. Very rarely.
I'm just tired of everything. My life isn't in good shape. I smoke, and that helps a little. (I know I sound like every other smoker, but I could care less.) But smoking is just something to pass the time. It cures nothing.
I've always been a good listener. Always. People know that if they need someone to talk to, I'm there anytime, and what they say is safe with me. But anytime I try to talk to someone, hoping they would listen, all I get is, "Oh I totally understand! Like this one time, I..." And it doesn't help...
Truthfully, I just need someone. Someone to love and to be there with me. Someone that truly cares about me and that will help me. Because honestly...
I'm afraid of being alone...
My click with girls, my flirtatious confidence, has vanished. It was better when I wasn't single.
My report card was half-good, half-ass, literally. We got our transcript and I averaged the classes I need for TOPS. It is impossible for me to obtain even the lowest form. My parents told me I have to quit my job. I put in my two-weeks notice on Friday. I told my boss that I will be back. Also, when I wrote the letter of resignation, I told Genesco the same thing.
I don't know what I'm going to do in life. I want to major in Geology, but it doesn't interest me. Then again, who has ever fulfilled their childhood dream? Some say they want to be firemen, or musicians, or maybe they wanted to grow up on a farm for the rest of their lives. Does it ever happen? Rarely. Very rarely.
I'm just tired of everything. My life isn't in good shape. I smoke, and that helps a little. (I know I sound like every other smoker, but I could care less.) But smoking is just something to pass the time. It cures nothing.
I've always been a good listener. Always. People know that if they need someone to talk to, I'm there anytime, and what they say is safe with me. But anytime I try to talk to someone, hoping they would listen, all I get is, "Oh I totally understand! Like this one time, I..." And it doesn't help...
Truthfully, I just need someone. Someone to love and to be there with me. Someone that truly cares about me and that will help me. Because honestly...
I'm afraid of being alone...