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You know, I've always chastised those of you who posted journals about your life and what's going on with it. But I'll say now that I apologize. I have no room to talk. I've always hated hypocrites. Again, I have no room to talk. I've always hated liars. And can you guess what I'll say next? I have no room to talk.
I hate high school so much. Why do we feel the need to have drama in our lives? We're teenagers, that's why. I walk around campus and I see little divisions of people. "Emo" kids claim that's what they are when they're far from it. The "preps" are considered that because they play sports or because they wear a certain type of clothing. Then there's the band geeks, the chorus freaks, the computer nerds that have no social life, the hippies(?), and the quiet kids that actually give two shits about school. Then race and ethnicity comes into play. The black kids hang around the black kids and they have a certain style, the hispanic kids hang around the hispanic kids with their certain style. THEN, what pisses me off the most, is that if you have any disability at all, whether it be blindness, deafness, even as far as Down's or any other mental handicap, you're just an outcast.
You look at all these groups and whichever you're in, you don't particularly care for the other ones. If you actually stopped looking at what someone was wearing or what they did on their spare time, you might notice what they have to offer. Some people are nice that you wouldn't think of.
Truth is, all of you think the exact same thing as I said in the paragraph above. You're just too fucking afraid to admit it. You're afraid that if you befriend someone else, your friends won't like you anymore, or maybe you won't be cool. I can see the replies to this coming already. "Nick, we DO think that way! See? There! I said it!" Honestly, I could care less if your reply is anything at all similar to that.
Words cannot justify your actions. Actions justify actions.
I won't lie to you. I've rejected people because they weren't like my friends. I regret it though.
But look, I have to say, the dude-bruh's are just fucking annoying.
I hate high school so much. Why do we feel the need to have drama in our lives? We're teenagers, that's why. I walk around campus and I see little divisions of people. "Emo" kids claim that's what they are when they're far from it. The "preps" are considered that because they play sports or because they wear a certain type of clothing. Then there's the band geeks, the chorus freaks, the computer nerds that have no social life, the hippies(?), and the quiet kids that actually give two shits about school. Then race and ethnicity comes into play. The black kids hang around the black kids and they have a certain style, the hispanic kids hang around the hispanic kids with their certain style. THEN, what pisses me off the most, is that if you have any disability at all, whether it be blindness, deafness, even as far as Down's or any other mental handicap, you're just an outcast.
You look at all these groups and whichever you're in, you don't particularly care for the other ones. If you actually stopped looking at what someone was wearing or what they did on their spare time, you might notice what they have to offer. Some people are nice that you wouldn't think of.
Truth is, all of you think the exact same thing as I said in the paragraph above. You're just too fucking afraid to admit it. You're afraid that if you befriend someone else, your friends won't like you anymore, or maybe you won't be cool. I can see the replies to this coming already. "Nick, we DO think that way! See? There! I said it!" Honestly, I could care less if your reply is anything at all similar to that.
Words cannot justify your actions. Actions justify actions.
I won't lie to you. I've rejected people because they weren't like my friends. I regret it though.
But look, I have to say, the dude-bruh's are just fucking annoying.