i've noticed things are different

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i've been spending nearly all my time at hayleys new apartment. i'm so glad that she has a place that might soon feel like home. i watch little corey all the time, and he talks to me and sleeps on me and we have a great time. i was there today, and i had to leave to visit my grandma, and on the way my dad called me saying not to tell her about me spending time with hayley. i obviously asked why and he said that my grandma and my aunt have been talking about her and her situation and they believe that if i hang out with her that she will somehow influence the way i am and make me take the path she took. this got me extremely upset. first of all hayley is one of the best people i've ever met. she is so self-less she'd would give up everything to make someone she didnt even know have a better life then they do now. i remember we went bike riding and she rand over an ant hill and she felt so bad that she made us stop[ so she could burry the ants and say she was sorry. when her salamander died she made me go to it's burial, yes it was in the backyard but we still charished his memory. plus the time that i spend with her gets me away from doing horrible things. i could be going out and doing drugs but i decide to go to hayleys and help watch corey. she has no one that invites her to do things anymore. it's not fair, yes she has some obligations but she is so sad because hse has no one to talk to. i promise i'll be there for her whenever she needs me and i feel horrible for spending as much time as i did away from her. it kills me to think that my family are so judgemental that they wont give her a chance. what has she done wrong to them? yes she ended up the way she is but all around it's made her an even better person then she was before. few people give me the hope that this generation wont be full of selfcentered righteous people that some people will make something worth while is they are able. i only can think of 2 people right now. they are hayley and calvin.

on an other note i think i'm experiencing something i never thought possible, like a fairy tale.