I'm empty , so fill me up.
Bad things come in 3's or 12's in my case. I lost my wallet. That pretty much sucks. I have everything in there. From credit cards to love notes from friends. I hope hope hope I find it.
I pretty much already want to go back to my real home in hali. I'm happy but I'm also so mangled. I just feel angry. I'm glad my family will get up at 8 am with me and yell and bitch and laugh. Relief.
I don't feel to much love coming my way lately but I guess you get back what you put out. Cold doesn't look good on anyone. I really do wish my heart hadn't endured so much harm, cause now it needs so much fixing and I doubt I'll ever feel quite right. Well it's hard to imagine at the moment. These periods of self pity and Lowest of lows must stop soon.
Note to self: Don't travel home when you're feeling edgy.
I pretty much already want to go back to my real home in hali. I'm happy but I'm also so mangled. I just feel angry. I'm glad my family will get up at 8 am with me and yell and bitch and laugh. Relief.
I don't feel to much love coming my way lately but I guess you get back what you put out. Cold doesn't look good on anyone. I really do wish my heart hadn't endured so much harm, cause now it needs so much fixing and I doubt I'll ever feel quite right. Well it's hard to imagine at the moment. These periods of self pity and Lowest of lows must stop soon.
Note to self: Don't travel home when you're feeling edgy.