pull up my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts

[kill__the_bitch]

so recently:
fabian went back to jail
he has court tomorrow i hope to god that he gets out
imisshim so much im going insane

my mom thinks im on drugs
ha whatever
she put me on anti-depressants
hay mabe its what i need oh and i got birth control too

caleb is indallas
homeless and eating grass
im worried about him

brent had herione last night
he scared me it scared me
i almost did some although it makes me nervous
but we got white so ididnt

im not gonna lie
i do drugs alot i dont give a fuck about what you think
and it helps me not to think about fabian
right now im waiting for LMP to get over here with a sac