It cuts through me like I am nothing....
Yesterday was interesting. Start off cutting through 2 layers of skin while shaving. That bled for an hour or so. I knew something painful was going to happen after that. Something always happens to me, just as a warning, before something big happens. Well, as you might know, something did happen. 7th period study hall... Carly jumps all over me all happy and stuff. It made me feel happy that she was happy until I found out why she was happy... Apparently she is going out with Holden now. After she expressed her love for me, I started liking her again. Now I only REALLY consider her as another friend. The reason I would never go out with anyone is that I still have feelings for Mindy. I am OVER her but there is still something there. I have feelings for another girl but she has moved away from me 2 years ago and is happily in a relationship with some guy that apparently is better than I am. I can deal with it. I just look the other way when I see them together. So Carly, if you really wanted to know why I am not going to go out with anyone, that is the reason. But obviously you too have moved on. I will not express my opinion on your and Holdens relationship, but I will say that I hope you have a good one. Or is it your 4th time? 5th? I dunno. I dont keep track of other people's relationships. Alrighty then, Im going to go play San Andreas and shoot some people. (That's how I take out my frustration, better than ACTUALLY doing it). K then, bye bye people!