Aug 26, 2005 18:20
I fell an increasing urge to do something with my life. I mean like REALLY DO something..
I'm doing okay for myself, I dont go hungry or anything. I live on my own. I have a "relationship". I have a good job. I have a car.
I feel as though I get along better than some, but I still feel like ... like I'm not living up to my full potential.
I'm going on 20.. not a teenager anymore. I need to get a real profession.
If I wasn't so tied down I would join the airforce or something. (the airforce is for girls,haha)
I've also been thinking about the CHP. (california Highway Patrol) cause the highway patrol is BADASS!! and also cause i dont want to have to deal with domestic disputes or anything like that.
then there's college. already tried that. not quite motivated to accomplish anything special...
give me your imput