May 11, 2004 01:01
What a weird funk I had last night...For some reason that I couldn't actually place, taking an anti-depressant actually saddened me and I felt like I had nothing to hold onto. I actually cried while typing until I got into bed. Last time I felt like that, I was so panicked that I broke down and called my mother, asking to move to Texas.
The part that really confuses me is that I was completely content before 2:45 and almost forgot about it this morning. Emotional Outburst, triggered by the item that should've suppressed it. It'd be ironic if it weren't so ridiculous.
I feel the same way as I wrote, but I don't find them to be problems; This worries me enough to find someone professional to talk to.