im sorry...

[kileywins]

i dont know what for
a lot of things i guess
you make me think i should be
and im trying to think of
what i did

do you think its for real this time
because if it is, im sorry
ive never been so sorry
i cant even handle it myself
because accepting that this one is for real
would be like accepting the best thing
ive ever had
is gone
and having to blame myself
and only myself
i dont know if i could handle it

please understand that none of this
was on purpose
and what youre doing now
hurts so badly
and all i want
is to know what i did
that could make you want to hurt me
like you are

please dont do this
blame it all on me if you have to
hurt me even worse if you have to
just dont let it be over