over dramatic
ive realized... after reading back on some old entries... even as far back as 2001... lol.. weird.. but anyways ive realized all the things im feeling now, ive felt before. i think things with glen are soooo different and this time im really heart broken and theres no tomorrow.. etc, etc, etc. but ive realized they arent different at all. in the end he is no different than matt pavia, andrew mooney, or chris blauvelt. he was not the first and he wont be the last.
so im not going to worry about anything. im not going to dwell on this anymore.
just like i have said in a past entry...
"its such a strange feeling to accept that this is just going to be a dark time in my life....i just have to accept the fact that he is someone i will think about every single day. and learn to cope with that."
good news is i read somewhere that statistically (and we all know how i feel about statistics) the average young person today goes thru 7 serious relationships/major heartbreaks before finding "the one" or ending up married... whatever... point being, if im average, i only have 3 more to go.
also on the upside... im getting good at this, letting go of the guys i have fallen in love with from my life. i joke that me theme song is dun dun dun..another ones bites the dust! but im beginning to think that really should be it, lol.
im pretty sure no one in the entire world reads this, but i like writing it anyways. at least its out there in the universe...my meaningless ramblings.
so im not going to worry about anything. im not going to dwell on this anymore.
just like i have said in a past entry...
"its such a strange feeling to accept that this is just going to be a dark time in my life....i just have to accept the fact that he is someone i will think about every single day. and learn to cope with that."
good news is i read somewhere that statistically (and we all know how i feel about statistics) the average young person today goes thru 7 serious relationships/major heartbreaks before finding "the one" or ending up married... whatever... point being, if im average, i only have 3 more to go.
also on the upside... im getting good at this, letting go of the guys i have fallen in love with from my life. i joke that me theme song is dun dun dun..another ones bites the dust! but im beginning to think that really should be it, lol.
im pretty sure no one in the entire world reads this, but i like writing it anyways. at least its out there in the universe...my meaningless ramblings.